I will. I absolutely will.

And...believe me, I get people leaving or dying. This place, especially, has been hell for that. I didn't have many connections back home- [ all of this is very hard to admit. ] -so I didn't have so many people to lose, but I...I still know what it's like. This place has taken its toll on me.

Scorpius has made the recent blow so much easier to deal with, but I don't want to make him deal with all of my...my everything.