I know exactly how it feels, Charles. And you know I do. Do you see now, how seeing inside someone's head doesn't mean you know what they've gone through? I was thirteen when I woke up and everyone was gone. Everyone. And you haven't even been truly alone, have you? For all the poor company I find Hank you be, you seem to have retained his dumb puppy loyalty. And you're not alone now, either, but not having your powers probably makes it feel that way. I told you: you're not wired not to perceive with world with six senses. You don't need to find a way to keep suppressing your powers; you need a way to get them back as soon as possible.