It's not my place anymore. It's not my world. I just want to go about my life, alone, drink and die. Do you know how much it hurt to not have Raven in my life anymore? To wake up and know she wouldn't be there? To have to struggle every day without her. Without everyone. Gone. They were all gone.

[Charles began to pace back and forth, anything to not look at Erik. He couldn't help it. For lack of a better way to describe it, Charles knew he was having a crisis. Crisis of himself, of faith, of what he wasn't sure. He just knew that he had been much happier back at the mansion and drunk.]

Logan... He... [The last thing he remembered was being in the mansion with Logan, about to strike the syringe into his arm and it had all gone blank.] Erik, I... I can't do this alone.